The last of my 3 kids has left home! OMG people were concerned and asking me what am I going to do? Am I upset? My response was very truthful…I don’t know what I’m going to do but I know one thing I’m not fucking upset. Listen, what do I have to be upset about? I had my first kid when I was 21, had my second kid when I was 23. I was a single mother until I was 28 years old. That shit ain’t’ easy! No family helping out, no guidance, no support, a single mother on assistance, a high school drop out aka loser trying to figure life out, but all I ever wanted was kids. Then in 2000 my third child came into the world. No longer a single mother but a mother of 3 of my own kids and 4 step kids. Yes you read that right…SEVEN whole fucking kids and sometimes their friends too….there’s a song that references that but I ain’t given no shout out to the artist because I’m petty like that. Did I enjoy being a mom, of course because the kids for the most part were great kids, tolerable on most days, lovable when they found something to do other than ask me to do shit for them, they were good workers around the house, they brought me the remote when I needed it and often fetched me a glass of wine, I mean water when I was dry. You see having kids is underrated. Seeing the last one leave the nest had me thinking about all of the things I was going to do without any responsibilities of having kids living with me. I mean now I can sit home and drink until I’m falling down drunk in my own house and nobody will be scarred for life because of it. I can leave the dishes in the sink for days and not yell at my kid asking “why the fuck won’t you do the dishes, it’s the least you can do around here” or I can simply just not give a shit on any given day about anything other than my damn self. Do you know how long it’s been since I could just fucking breathe?
Now don’t get me wrong, my life is my kids (had to plug that in case I get reported). I have great relationships with all 3 of my kids (the step kids moved on from me after their dad passed…but that’s another story for another time) and my kids know I keep it real with them, so am I suffering from empty nest syndrome, no fucking way I’m just living life in a way that is new to me. Free, free I tell you…Until the phone rings, wait what kind of bullshit am I feeding you, they don’t call and when they do I fucking freak the fuck out thinking something bad has happened..Ok refocus here, until I get a text from them which generally starts out like this… Kid # 1 – “Mom send me some money for gas please and thank you, I’ll pay you back on payday” Kid #2 – “Hey mama” which is the intro to “can I get a non repayable loan” Kid #3 – “I have this lash appointment on Friday and was wondering….” You get the point, they will always be my kids, I will always be their mom and for the most part nothing has changed except their presence, I’m just here utilizing my freedom to write a blog, discovering myself, coming and going as I please, house 99% clean 100% of the time…holy fuck this is the life…empty nest syndrome my damn ass ~Holla
Wow…all gone…thats how long ive been absent!!!
Enjoy discovering you ..enjoy the silence..sonetimes we need that.. enjoy the new connection and alone time with that Queen Thelma😁😁😁 enjoy going commando all day if you please..its liberating.. ( I do when I’m alone..lol)..enjoy
Enjoy continuing to bring us joy and laughter with your hilarious blogs…enjoy being you lady.. I know I do!!😆
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So love the blog family. You are awesome and amazing and crazy. But your not crazy alone. This just made my day reading this. Love you beyond words. Proud that everyone else gets to hear you too…Love ya ..you were meant to do this… cant wait to read more😎😀🤬🧐🤯💖
Ahhhhh thank you so much…I’ll try to keep you laughing…maybe a few tears every once in a while lol
Haha love it, so honest
I try not to hold any punches…sometimes that gets me in trouble lol thanks for stopping over to have a read xo
Hilarious! I’m not there yet but I’m working on it!
Just refer to said blog when you are feeling emotional hahaha
I love it lady! Excellent read! Xo
Thank you so much Ms Newlywed
Thank you Mo xoxo
Hey. I hear you but do they really leave the nst lol. Lots and lots of visits, weekend visits, just to hang out visits…who has time to miss them lol…Or be like me and move in with one of them lol. Love the “Empty Nest” syndrome!
hahaha so true Brenda and I’m going to be like you B…I’m moving in with them when the time comes…one will take me in I hope lol
Love this !! I so feel the sane way lol
hahahaha good, someone on the same page 🙂
Love this!! Sooo proud of you!! Yeah!!! Awesome blog!! Keep being you!! Love you xox
Thank You Shells for the support 🙂 and love you back
I absolutely friggen love this post
One day you too will have an empty nest, not any day soon but one day 🙂
Omg I love you!!
Awwww thanks babe love you back! glad you enjoyed it